## BJ

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> I am a single professional woman who has been the victim of mind control techniques for 4.7 years. I have learned as best possible, to limit it's effect on me. I do however, find myself in life situations that are difficult to handle. For instance I have had 5 jobs during this 4 and 1/2 years time and find it impossible to keep up with the required updates my career warrants. I have been reluctant to share my personal experience although I visit this site often which helps me to know I am not alone in this. One of the reasons I have not previously written my account is that my situations is constantly in the state of flux.

> I know that I have some sort of bio-electronic device inserted by way of my ear canals 4 years ago. This now allows my perpitraitors to know my every thought. When I hold my fingers to shut my hearing off, I hear two distinct electronic beeping sounds each coming from a different ear in patterns similar to morse code. I have been through the whole mental hospital trip and the subsequent psychiatrist non-believers who just write out the perscriptions for anti- psychotics or anti-depressants which only make you fat, lethargic, and mentally dull. I have also had an MRI which I currently have in my possession with the diagnosis having been "revised". Needless to say I have not satisfactory explanation regarding the results.

> I am a believer but not your average born again Christian although that is where my faith foundation was first laid. I have since evolved my thinking being blessed with a open and inquisitive mind that hungered and thirsted for the hidden, mysterious, esoteric knowledge. My firm Christine beliefs are what helps me cope with this and also has allowed me to open up a level of communication with those who are constantly "in my mind".

> It is my belief that these particular people are first of all a mix of spirits beings and physical humans. I also believe that all have been trapped and held prisoner along with myself in this hellish mental war. I know that the whole thing evolved from the original intent for my attack to render me insane and locked away. One of the original individuals is still involved although presenlty most have come into the picture within the past year.

> I am currently in the process of writing my whole account of how I first became a victim later however, I primarily want to give my present take on my personal experience as it currently exists.

> My perpitraitors, as I have mentioned, are humans who have given over their souls to evil practices such as witchcraft, satan and demon worship etc. As a result they are in the company of evil or unclean spirits (2 types or more). They are held in their situation presently through fear in all it's forms. They are mentally fed commands for words for me, as well as, that which keeps them in their state of fear.

> I have moved past fear thanks be to God, and have shared and continue to share my spiritual beliefs with them which has seriously affected them. I have "heard" what used to be sheer hate and vulgar name calling change to a helpless mix of tormentuous and-robot-like-same-words, spilling out amongst sad, frightening, emotional overtones. Actual sobbing and crying. this has not occured overnight, but the last 8 mos. it took it's most dramatic turn. It has definetly evolved to a far different situation and new realizations, particularly on the part of these offending individuals. The fact that they are as much a victim as myself.

> I will end this for now saying that I do intend to record my whole story when I can take the long period of time it will take to type it. In the mean time, I hope this helps and if you want to e-mail me, feel free.

> God's Peace Be With You.
> bj

> Received 11-18-2003