## Jen Barber

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> The main reason I think I have been targeted, along with some estranged friends and several acquaintances is that we all have been speed users for some time. The voices that would be put in my head have always been, until recently, the voices of my friends and ex-boyfriend saying mean things about me (23 hours a day, I was told), and planning various get-togethers to show everyone I know the hidden video they have taken. All I can hear sometimes is what sounds like 20+ people all screaming and laughing about how gross I am. To say the least, it has been a painful, embarrassing 8 months, and even though I haven't seen the video myself nor has anyone told me, I feel like everyone acts different towards me.

> From what I can tell at this point, they're making us all hate each other, while they're mapping the ways our brains work. I think it's a PC way to get rid of the drug-users or undesireables as they see it. (Wouldn't want to tell us what they're really doing, it might offend our sensitive liberal minds) Right now I'm the target, but when I'm gone the focus will change to the next person, I believe in descending order of other things that might make us resistant to their brainwashing. They project our voices into each others heads and for a long time it seemed that we were involved one really amazing psychic drama. The plan is perfect, as no matter what anyone involved does, we'll all self-destruct. I think the others we're silently hypnotised, as certain words seem to trigger them into different behavior. When I see any of them, we don't talk much or act like nothing's wrong. I guess no one can really accept it's happening.

> Another interesting focus of my harassment has been colloidal silver(1), of all things. Sitting at my computer late one night, actually the first night I was seriously researching mind control, a low flying helicopter hovered over my house and then the words "collidal silver doesn't work, don't distribute colloidal silver" were pushed into my mind. I use cs because it prevents me from getting sick and tell my friends so they can inexpensively keep themselves well. Most of us do not have health insurance. I will paste a link for info on cs, i suggest any one who reads this find out about it and start making if for yourself. I knew the drug companies have tried to discredit the benefits of cs. But I never knew how threatening it is. You'll probably never need a presciption again if you have a supply of cs, it's uses and benefits are amazing. But it occured to me that for the NWO to be fully realized, fear has to reign. Imagine if you were not afraid of Antrax? Or wouldn't be affraid of any of the new pathogens that will be released in the near future? People wouldn't be so likely to give up their freedom.

> OTHER INFORMATION / LINKS = (1) silver water info
> http://www.silvergen.com/colloida.htm
> http://www.pe.net/~abilene/WhIsCS.htm

> It's also interesting to note that silver is used in some of the fabric used to block EMF effects on the human body. I've heard the 'harassers' say I'm holding up fairly well health wise. Among the many other benefits of silver, I think it may actually protect the cells of the body in some way, delaying damaging effects. This is just a guess, but it can't hurt.

> Best of luck to everyone suffering from mc right now. We may not survive to know freedom again, but our actions now will effect the lives of many in the future.

> Received 3-2-2002