# Bill Rosser's Story

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> Bill Rosser
> Box 12576
> Berkeley, CA 94712

> In 1994 I was a naive American citizen whose life, what little I had of one, was about to turn into a bizarre science-fiction horror story. As lonely as I had ever been in my life it was nothing compared to what I would feel over the next few years. I began to realize that, although I was a common person, I had been chosen for some kind of terror campaign and, as I began to understand it, a psychological and brain study by some very powerful and cruel people using unknown technology which was based on remotely monitoring human bioelectric fields, likely with satellites.

> It was demonstrated that the abusers were actually reading my mind with this technology. The things I would experience I could not understand or communicate to anyone although I was suffering very badly. I have come to believe this terror campaign was designed this way and that it was predicted by the offenders that the frustration of not being able to communicate or find support for my suffering would drive me to insane desperation.

> As I began to understand what was happening I realized they wanted me to appear to be hysterical and paranoid. They wanted anyone who spoke openly about their secret technology to be labeled as insane by society. Thus any future public manifestation of the technology would be subconsciously dismissed by the people as the delusional ramblings of lunatics and not be taken seriously as a threat to them or their families. I thought they wanted the people to associate it with UFO stories and I believe that the abusers are financially promoting the UFO stories partly for this purpose.

> When the terror campaign against my life started I didn't suspect a thing. They began it with real terror such as people following me, people entering my house and rearranging things, giving me mickeys at parties, camping out in the woods behind my house with noise makers, etc. Many bizarre things would begin to happen that only I could see. None of my friends or family would believe that anything was happening and I started to feel like I was going paranoid.

> I tried to ignore the terror and to tell myself that nothing was really going to happen. Some good friends who weren't as naive as my family knew that there were very powerful people who were capable of things like this and told me not to worry until something happened because that was what the terrorizers wanted was for me to go out of my mind with fear. They then did some things that were so traumatizing I sank into a severe depression.

> I still had no one to turn to about any of it. Nobody would listen or believe it, not even my brother. And the abuse just became more bizarre and horrifying. The abusers began to reveal this technology to me and to use it more and more in the abuse. It became clear that much of it was a scientific study of my reaction to the technology. My life seemed to be worth little more than an experimental lab animal.

> One of the first things they did with the technology was to show me that the device was capable of affecting my thoughts and that it could cause me to do things in my sleep such as get up and unlock my own door and participate in activities with others as if I were fully conscious possibly without them even being aware that I was in some kind of a science-fiction zombie state. I was abused in this way many times before I understood what was happening and began to take precautions to prevent myself from being able to get out of my door in my sleep, at least without my knowing about it in the morning.

> You cannot begin to describe the terror and the feeling of violation and helplessness I was feeling. Thinking back I can hardly blame people for not believing me that these things were happening. Even today I don't really expect anyone but victims of this technology to believe it.

> As the abuse progressed I observed it and realized the technology was based on remote monitoring of the electro-magnetic fields surrounding living organisms. It seemed that the tricorders used in the 1960's TV series Star Trek may have been based on the prediction that man would have, and possibly already did have, the ability to detect everything from physical illness to emotions and thoughts simply by detecting and deciphering electrical activity in the body.

> They constantly harassed and tortured my mind with the technology. I realized that they had developed sophisticated computer artificial intelligence that could study and duplicate human personalities and could also transmit electrical impulses to the body identical to the ones that are used for thoughts, emotions and physical movement and could thus cause the most complex cognitive and behavioral alteration to the point that they could manipulate a person like a remote-control toy with or without the subject of the abuse being aware of it.

> The computer uses deception, terror, artificial thoughts, dreams etc., to attempt to demoralize and degrade me and weaken and enslave my mind. The computer tempts and tortures the mind with pleasant thoughts and feelings or terrible shocks and nerve disruptions. However I realized early the importance of considering any action these people and their machine take towards me to be an assault and an attempt to condition the mind to accept the external control of my will.

> Sounds like science-fiction but these people (whoever they are) do now have these capabilities.

> They demonstrated the terror of the computer's ability to control the physical body in very precise ways. The computer demonstrated it's ability to cause a simple error in motor control which could cause me to have an accident at any time such as falling in front of a moving vehicle. It was also demonstrated that the computer could control respiration by affecting electrical activity of the heart and lungs. I still fought to remain unafraid.

> The computer has attacked my emotions and memory. I discovered that the thing was actually playing "artificial dreams" to my mind during my sleep. These dreams can be pleasant and seem to satisfy the body's need to dream. But the artificial dreams work to separate me from the natural memory and emotional growth process that takes place when the mind is reviewing the thoughts of the day in a dream state. It seems that the computer has attempted to alter and impair the memory and even to obliterate the personality itself. This is one of the most terrifying parts of the abuse/study. I am anxious to be liberated from these people to see if I am capable of normal dreaming and memory anymore or if my mind has been severely damaged.

> The dangers of abuse of technology such as I have described is apparent to almost anyone. Yet, even when presented with documented evidence that the technology does exist, and numerous accounts that attest to the fact that citizens are being abused with it, authorities and human rights groups have reacted with defense tactics comparable in ferocity and effectiveness to that of an ostrich sticking its cowardly head in a hole in the ground and denying there is a threat.

> People don't seem capable of understanding the technology or the evil mentality it would take to use it. The people who seem to have been attacked by it appear to be poor, possibly considered to be mentally ill. Many of them are uneducated and their attempt to explain the abuse is ineffective and causes them to appear to be mentally ill, although they are not.

> As the abuse continued and I started to understand and become less terrified of it the computer has increased the severity of the torture to the point where I am receiving little shocks all day, very unpleasant nerve disruption, periods of severe mental and nerve disruption which cause violent mental and physical distress, sleep disruption for days at a time. My health has been very adversely affected.

> The severe shock torture disrupts the brain waves and consciousness to the point where the body begins to convulse. The physical pain stresses the body to the point that the heart, lungs, and all the muscles of the chest are strained. The terror and suffering cannot even be described. I remain unafraid.

> Even if people believed that something was happening and wanted to help there isn't much anyone can do. However meeting other "victims" of this technology and finding out that they are fighting it and trying to understand it is one of the things that's saved my life and showed me that there is hope for ending the abuse and one day living a happy life.

> The fact that nobody believed the reports of Nazi atrocities and that church and allied military intelligence failed to warn the people is one of the main things that led to the carrying out of the Final Solution. Should we be surprised when our American intelligence agencies (who's ranks were filled with Nazi war criminals immediately after the war to prevent the Soviets from gaining "the intelligence advantage") fail to warn the public about the dangers of emerging technologies and indeed are the ones who abuse us with them? They have a long history of human rights abuses, tortures, murders.

> When the people of the planet realize that weapons technology has been directed at them which is capable of controlling intellectual and physical activity an the way that this device does they will be very alarmed and may react very violently.

> This device is capable of controlling speech, the learning and personality development of children. It is capable of controlling human breeding and relationships. It is capable of causing a person to succeed or fail in life. It is capable of disrupting the electrical activity of the heart causing a completely natural looking heart attack. These weapons can cause cancers and other energy related illnesses, nerve disorders, etc. Genocide may now be developed into a fine art.

> Can anyone believe that a group of people can act in secret and justly use devices like this when they are unrestrained from declaring you or your children, parents or even grandparents, your racial or religious group guilty, without a trial, of being "domestic adversaries"? I don't think so.

> Are we just talking about a small group of paranoid conspiracy theorists, or are the people who say they are victims of this "mind control" technology suffering from something real? Wise people will investigate, examine motives, backgrounds, patterns of the occurrence of the stories, the mental states of the "victims" and determine intelligently whether or not these cries for help are real warnings of danger to the rest of the population.

> Civilized people may become complacent and, as Nietzsche put it, they can become "cowardized". They become like domesticated animals and no longer see the threat of the predator: the farmer who leads them to slaughter. They go into denial that there is any threat and associate government and our powerful old social institutions with the paternal instincts, thinking of authority as fatherly, foolishly believing that their security and protection are automatically guaranteed.

> The United States Constitution represents only a threat and an obstacle to the ancient power structures on the Earth. During the "Cold War" small groups of people worked in secret with no oversight and huge budgets and became very wealthy and powerful. With the type of weapons I've been abused and terrified with it's easy to see that these people are living (for the moment) in a tyrant's paradise. The social instinct is completely gone in them. They have no accountability to society or the human race.

> With the sort of power the computer age has given them it is easy to imagine the intelligence and military communities and even the large old religious institutions developing some very ill people obsessed with controlling people. One can imagine the coldness of some of these old billionaire misers in their bomb shelters deep under their mansions. Now imagine them with the devices that I described and think of them watching you and your family on their monitors through your own eyes? Imagine them controlling your children like their remote control toys?

> The survival of American democracy and of democracy on the planet depends on the people quickly identifying and responding to new threats to our liberty. Technology has changed life very much from what Jefferson and Washington had to deal with. Gun powder alone won't be enough to preserve our liberty anymore. It will have to be our wits and our voices. Many of these new technologies must be understood for the threat they are; probably greater than that of nuclear weapons because of the lack of the people's current ability to detect their abuse

> Bill Rosser