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> I'm dyslexic so please over look mistakes.

> Implant as well as hearing aid done by private doctors. Husband was S.E.S. federal government, but believe this was just part of his domestic violence of power and control over me. Girlfriend possibly in medical field which would give him needed connections and ideas. It could have been done outside the hospital but doubtful.

> There is plenty of information on the net to do your own mind control program on a person, which is what I think happened. This makes it even more dangerous for the general public, but they need to know.

> I am totally isolated, stalked 24/7, total survailance, people are told I am bi-polar and not to believe me as I am making everything up but believe it to be true, if they become friends I will not get 'help' so isolation is the only way to force me into taking meds to stop me from tell such fantastic stories. Husband tells people he has to follow me because he cares (it's a felony) and wants to protect me after all the years we spent together. He has all the money unless I find help.

> Do not hear voices but it sounds like Morse Code sometimes when I put my finger in my right ear. Other times a voice pattern which is barely audible.

> Some thing has been inserted down the inside of both legs that will cause legs to become beet red and wake me up. Something electrical. Hair follicles will be red for some time. Left hand also.

> Liquid is injected in several areas of my body to strech skin before plastic is injected.

> Eye lids have been pulled apart at the tear duct over to my nose.

> When I have tried to get away and they don't know exactly where I am my left heal will vibrate and sometimes the right. It is some kind of homing device.

> They must get to me once every twenty-four hours to recharge the batteries in my ears. The left ear keeps me off balance some how or makes me brain dead at which time I will do exactly what I am told to do via the hearing aid in my right ear. I can listen and say what your saying at the same time, so what ever I'm told to say in a conversation I do. They use listening devices to hear the conversation then chime in and make me look like a fool by not making sense when it looks like I might me making a point. Very clever, so far. Robot would be a good way to describe it. Since I can't think I just repeat what I'm told to say, it doesn't take much to discredit you. I remember most of the conversation and later realize what was said. I think at the time that I am doing okay and have a sense of being myself and I don't remember about the hearing aid etc.

> I'm being disfigured with surgical grade plastic which doesn't show on x-rays, CT scans, or ultrasound. You just see the large bumps all over my body. Teeth have been filed, moved, gums pushed down, teeth are slightly mobile as roots are showing, given electrical shock on going, they said I would think it was all a dream when it was over, also they were making me an old hag, sleep deprivation is on going, I only eat about 1,800 calories a day but weight 180 lbs. because of plastic which is even in my mouth.

> They push the skin down under my nails and it is slowly receeding to my half moons, finger nails have blood lines from needles being put underneath, nail are pressed down leaving indentations and lines going vertically which change when the abuse, possible cancer in throat and breast, joints being twisted on going, breast pressed down on chest about four inches, one breast is almost a cup size larger than other now, my hair is cut, colored, nose is being rolled up my face so it is looking stubby, something causes my nose to turn sheet white and the skin is then pliable (sp)and can be formed, ears have been pulled back and down covering up hole, one ear is slightly larger than the other now and they stick out more, hair is pulled out in front, forhead protrudes as does cheek bones causing eyes to look sunken, hands and fingers are large for me and fingers are bumpy, feet have gone from size 8M to 9 1/2 in three years, feet and ankles always look extremely swollen, no diseases.

> Stun guns are used, as well as pulling back my thumbs which are black at blue at the joint, thumb pads are always swollen.

> In the mornings it takes me several hours to just get it together. I'm going out less and less not because I don't think about it some how the day is just gone, walking hypnotism? It takes me several hours to write a three page letter. I am not a TV person yet I find myself watching for several hours and not moving a muscle. It's part of what's going on. I'm sure you know more about this than I do.

> There's much much more including no help from the police, judge, etc. What else is new?

> I hope this helps someone else. Your okay.

> Received 10-23-2003