# Leia Jessira Starfire

> ## Contents

>   The Story
>   Precautions
>   Implants
>   Rules to Follow

> ### The Story

> I will try to give a brief explanation of my story as I could easily talk for days on all the things that I have been through. I have been involved with this since childhood, and all my recountings could easily fill a book.

> My father was very deeply involved with gov't psychic experimentation and mind control. My mother was a talented psychic who on a lark in college decided to volunteer for a study attempting to "prove" psychic abilities that was actually a front for the program my father was on that they were using to recruit talent. When my mother realized their true nature it was too late, she was imprisoned by them and raped and myself and a twin brother were the result. When I was four, my mother finally was able to escape with me with the help of a family friend and I was placed with a family that knew nothing of any of this to keep me safe and hidden.

> Within 6 months of that they had tracked my mother down to where she was hiding and killed her. They didn't find out where I was until I was ten years old. At which point my adopted mother and I hit the streets to hide from the shadow gov't people and hopefully meet up with the friends that had placed me with her. Unfortunately we never were able to quite meet up and once we ran out of money and started bouncing checks they were able to track us down and I haven't see my adopted mother since.

> I was sent to live with her parents and the shadow gov't people would monitor me and take me places from time to time to test me and in general mess with me. This is when I was first raped by my father as part of his attempts to intimidate and control me. My friends had been trying to teach me and help me but it was difficult because we had to do so much in secret. Finally when I was 14, I ran away from my adopted grandparents to live with the family friends who had been so helpful and they taught me so much.

> When I graduated high school, I got married to one of the sons of that family and moved with him to Great Britain where he was a rock musician. About 1985 the shadow gov't caught up with me again and kidnapped me away from my husband, brought me back to he US, erased my memories and implanted false memories in my head that claimed I had never run away and none of the things I had experienced had ever happened. They were doing this in an attempt to mess with my head and get me to believe their lies so that I would willingly work for them.

> In 1989 my real husband tracked me down and helped me to get away from the illegal marriage I was at that time living in and started me on the quest to find the truth. But though I knew that the shadow gov't people had been lying to me I wasn't sure if this man was lying to me as well and so I kept him at a distance. He and I would discuss my past and I would listen to his recountings and I would recognize much of what he told me but the way that I had been programmed it was like he was talking about daydreams I had had. That in itself was very erie.

> We worked on this for a few years before I got laid off from my job. My husband would have taken me home with him then, but I was still uncertain that he was telling me the absolute truth, so I went to live with some friends. Big mistake, these friends were being controlled by the shadow government and those people were again able to get a hold of me and mess with my head.

> At this point my husband and I got separated yet again and I haven't seen him since roughly 1994 or 95. I think with their hypnosis they were able to make me say some horrid things to my husband that made him go away and stop trying to help me, but since I haven't had a chance to speak with him since I have no idea what really happened there. All I can say is now that I now the truth, I miss him and very much want to be with him and go home.

> 1995 was a critical point because I finally started having break throughs in my memories and started having tangible evidence that Ian was telling me the truth. I had been in a near fatal auto accident when he and I had been dating and I finally had an x-ray that showed all the damage that he had told me about. My official memories from the shadow gov't reprogramming said I had never had any kind of accident or surgeries. But there it all was on the x-ray and explained many of the aches and pains I have. I didn't realize that at this same time the shadow gov't people were coming into my place at night and hypnotizing me and reprogramming me to keep me from finding the correct memories.

> I then moved back to the city where I had lived with my friends who had been helping me. It was an incredible feeling of coming home because everywhere I went I would find places that would trigger memories. At the same time though I was coming across the false memories and getting led around in circles. I also fell into many traps that had been laid in my mind to break down my dominant personality and build up a new one that the shadow government people could use to control me. It got pretty grim. But I kept fighting back as much as I could.

> One of the most incredible things that has helped me is my music. I discovered upon opening up my real memories that my husband had been teaching me how to play the keyboard. I had already had many years of voice training from school choirs and our plan was to work together as musicians. I realized that a way to get a hold of Ian since I didn't know where he was, was to get some of my music published and since he is very familiar with my music, he would recognize it and we would be able to get back together.

> This prospect scares the people trying to control me because my getting back together with my husband would make it extremely difficult for them to control me, that's why when I was with my false friends they drove Ian away. Currently I am continuing my fight as best as I can, working on my music trying to get it to a finished state where I can then get it published, and trying to find someone who can help me get the implants out of my head.

> Most of what I can say about myself I have very few documents to back up, though I am working on that, but what follows are the things I have learned from my dealings with the shadow government. These anybody can prove to themself by actually experimenting with these thoughts and applying them to their own situation. I offer what I have learned to all people who have become victims of the shadow government's illegal mind control program in the hopes that what has helped me to fight against them may help others, because we will only succeed if we work together towards the common goal of freedom.

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> ### General Precautions for
> dealing with Shadow Gov't
> mind control and harassment

> #### First off food is a main thing to watch

> - Be careful of any open packages of food in your kitchen. If they are feeding you mind control chemicals to keep you docile or suggestable, they will put that in ALL your food. Once I realized this and only ate from sealed containers or freshly bought food, my mind cleared up significantly. Also I stared locking up food, because it is impractical to be constantly buying food. If you do so, make sure they can not open your lock by removing any serial numbers with a Dremel and making sure that any hinges or screws can not be undone.
> - Do not eat anything with chemical additives as they can compound the reactions of any chemicals that are being fed to you by the gov't -this means no fast food
> - Also avoid red meat/pork as the hormones and other things that the animals are fed are closely related to the chemicals the gov't uses, at least in my experience -- organic meat is okay as are fish and chicken
> - Foods that also react badly or have a compounding effect:
>     Chocolate
>     Caffeine
>     Processed Sugar- (natural sugars like honey in small amounts seem okay)
>     These foods affect the metabolism and can cause drastic mood swings or depressions that they take advantage of
>     Exercise
> - Another thing I found helpful is exercise of at least 3 hours a week. I'm not one of those fitness Nazi's but I found that the exercise helps alot, especially if it causes you to sweat, will flush any chemicals that may have been fed to you out of your system quicker than if you don't exercise

> #### Security Precautions

> - Also be aware that they will have your home, office and vehicle bugged with both audio and video and possibly infrared. If you can't get a hold of a bug detector, be very careful of what you do and say in those places, especially if you are planning ways of getting out of their harassment. They don't like that very much and will step up their harassment, as I'm sure some of you are aware.
> - Money-our modern system of credit and ATM's is not there for our benefit. It is there to keep track of us. Every time you use a charge card or make a withdrawal there is a record made of the transaction. If you are working towards breaking free of your imprisonment, make all transactions in cash, or at least the important ones, so that they do not know what you have done. It is possible that the "new money" with the magnetic strips are also used for this purpose. The fiber can be removed very carefully with good tweezers. A former state trooper showed me that one.
> - Under this same topic if you are using a computer (and I've had far too much experience in this area) they will get into it and damage it. I've lost one computer completely and my work computer is always having problems that I have difficulty explaining away to the MIS guys. I'm sure they're beginning to wonder what is up. But anyway if you have to connect to the Internet pull out JAVA. They use it as a back door to get into your computer and look at everything. Also Norton Disklock works wonders to keep people from directly accessing your computer but if you can't afford that, whatever disk locking precautions you do have access to use them. Especially boot up password. Change it often. Also advisable when you secure your computer start with a fresh computer or else you may have to reformat your hard drive completely because they are really good at hiding their little surprises, at least for someone who isn't good at programming. Though in my case I realized that they had an optical bug above my keyboard and were watching me input my passwords because when I would check my activity log I noticed blanks were they erased it to hide their entrance. They may not be as vindictive with your computers as they are with mine but I use mine alot for internet research and for my music recording, which threatens them because if I can get the music published I can get the attention of my family I was separated from.
> - Put dead bolts on your door that can't be opened from the outside. I learned this the hard way. Please understand that they will try to get into your domicile in the middle of the night; somewhere between 1AM and 3AM depending on your sleep cycle and will plant hypnotic suggestions and do other nasty things that they erase from your conscious memory. I have unlocked much of what they did to me and the memories make me ill, but I have also consciously been witness to this with a friend of mine who is involved in this as well. I sat outside her house all night to prove that what I kept saying was real and saw them go in and take her out and then bring her back. But when I mentioned this later to her family they gave me a blank sheep look. The whole family has been programmed and have implants but refuse to do anything about it because of they are so wrapped up in their programing.
> - I also put some cheap motion detectors in my bedroom because I feel you can't be too careful, especially since I've been burned so badly by these people. You can get them at Radio Shack and they are a pain at times because I end up setting them off alot but I'd rather have that and know that no one can sneak up on me in my sleep.
> - At the same time I put another Radio Shack alarm in my vehicle. I'm on a budget so I can't afford the fancy stuff, but for $40 I know when they've gotten into my truck so I can then check for bugs.
> - Other bugs I know of
>   - they have one that they put inside a coin; I saw one in a shop that sold bug detectors and other neat stuff-I am not in the habit of leaving change lying about so when I find an odd coin I usually toss it
>   - Also be aware that radio speakers make great microphones and can be turned into bugs
>   - I'm sure there are millions of ways to hide bugs and if anybody has found other ones I would love to know about them, the more we all know the better off we all are
>   - Also extremely important- the electrical system in your house can be turned into one huge transmitter. The wiring acts like an antenna and all they have to do is hook up a small transceiver somewhere in the power line and they can send and receive through that. The range is usually the entirety of your home plus about 50 to 100 yards beyond that. There are similar devices being legally sold so that you can boost your radio reception in a building (like an office) where you can't pick up radio signals very well. You just plug it into your wall socket and you've got tunes. I have seen a few of these in operation.
>     I believe that they have done the same with my vehicle, because when I get into it the sensation of wrongness and of being controlled by them is so overwhelming. But what is frightening is that they project so strongly to keep me out of certain parts of my brain that I end up in a zombie state and can barely think and have had a few instances where it is so bad that I have nearly passed out behind the wheel. They do this on purpose to try and scare me.
> - When locking things up to keep them from getting at important stuff I use padlocks and used a Dremel to destroy the serial numbers so they couldn't get the combo straight from the company and open my locks, just make certain that when you open these locks that you block all views or check for optical bugs before hand. I kept some food locked up this way and was fine for several months but then they got the combo and I was suffering again until I figured out what had happened.

> #### Mental Awareness

> - Being alert and aware and questioning everything is important, complacency can get you hurt or raped or somehow used by these bastards
> - So on that note notice anything that seems odd or out of place both in your thoughts and in the events you have lived through or believe you have lived through- I have been able to unravel false memories by looking at the discrepancies-these folks aren't experts on your thoughts, they will not think to hide something that is important because to them it is commonplace. These guys aren't perfect and they do make mistakes; we all have to be extra vigilant in looking for the mistakes so that we can find ways out of their control
> - Also when you have sudden urges to do something especially if it is an overwhelming compulsion stop yourself real fast and start questioning where the compulsion came from. They will plant compulsions to get you to do their bidding or to keep you from certain actions so that you can't break free of them. Once you can keep them out of your home at night, keep their drugs out of your food and can get rid of the bugs/transmitters the occurrence of these will go way down, unless they start using telepaths to project at you.This is scary because I have caught myself blindly and willingly doing things I would not normally do and it has been painful to look back at these actions afterwards and realize how much they had my brain tied up in knots. I destroyed many things of personal value because they knew those things held important memories for me that would help me find my way home. I also willingly allowed them to rape me because I was led to believe that they were "helping me". These bastards are really sick people. They had me reduced to the mentality of a 5 year old because in my normal state of mind I'm too wary and untrusting, but as a five year old everybody was my friend. These guys are vicious and ruthless. And until I was able to recognise the pattern of their actions I was unable to break free, but once I did, I started locking things and re-establishing my own identity and telling them to screw themselves when they tried demanding that I do as they bid.
> - Subliminals are everywhere be very careful of them-something else they did to me-I listen to a lot of music (go figure I'm musician) and it helps to redirect my attention away from their mental projections. They stole all my tapes and CD's and replaced them with ones that have subliminal tracks on them to reinforce their programming of me. They were using these to plant false memories to lead me astray in my quest to reconnect with my family. Once I knew about this, when I was in a mall or listening to the radio or watching TV, it was real easy to pick out the subliminals because all of a sudden I would have my thought processes totally derailed and focused on whatever the subliminals were trying to get people to do. Much of it is the harmless "be a happy safe shopper" variety but much of it isn't. The gov't jerks messing with me would tell me to listen to specific radio stations and I realize now that there were subliminals under the music and words that were leading me astray as well. And yes this is blatantly illegal and you ask why doesn't the FCC call a stop to it? Well first off someone has to point this thing out to them. They aren't constantly monitoring every station out there and subliminals are subtle, you have to know about them and how to look for them to catch them. But also I knew a "spook" who traded info with me. From him I learned that the subliminals don't even have to be coming form the radio or tv station but can be transmitted from somewhere else and is being modulated into the radio signal. We worked together in a radio lab and I learned alot of interesting stuff from that guy. Note: the subliminals on the radio that I mentioned may not be entirely correct-some of it may be the implants I have and since they have bugs listening to everything around me they know what I am listening to so they can then just match their words to the rhythms of the sound, which end up really poor and that's why it may stand out so drastically.
> - Pay attention to what you say and what you write- your subconscious may be trying to tell you something. I've gone back over many of the things I've written during this whole affair and it is amazing the things that are staring up at me from the pages. This can give you clues to what they have done to you.
> - Be careful what you say to other people. Not everybody around you is "Joe Average". Some may be "plants" being used to get information from you about your experience. Most of us don't think to not tell our stories, because we feel that we must, to get the help that we need. But the gov't thinks differently. To them we are information leaks and they want to know how much of the truth we know so that they can debunk us properly and cover their tracks. We're spoiling their private party. To them this is all about money and power, for us we just want our lives back, but if our stories are proven to be true then think of what will happen to them, their abuses will be exposed and they will have to admit to a lot of things they'd rather keep hidden. They will go to whatever extent necessary to hide from the public and that is why we are made to suffer as we have been. Each of us has a part of the puzzle and if we get together and connect all the pieces then they are done for. So it really pays off to be cautious about who we tell our tales to.
>   I used to talk constantly but because of that the shadow gov't knew exactly how much I was recovering from my erasure and it concerned them because they know what memories are in my head and what I am capable of as a psychic when my head isn't all tied up in knots, that they slipped into my place at night to hypnotize me, drug me, put their implants in me and royally screw me over in an attempt to shut me down. That they have not killed me outright is that they want to break my will and turn me into something they can easily control because of the strength of my psychic talents. They know what I can do. They tested me thoroughly when my father first found me. That I refuse to work for them really pisses them off. But what they are doing is very contradictory to the constitutional beliefs that I was raised with and I can not accept being party to their actions.
> - Break Routines- if you get stuck in patterns it is easy to control you and they know where you are going to be and what you do. Changing your patterns from time to time throws them off and gives you free space to do things without them watching but this causes them to put more "babysitters" on you. I love playing tag and hide-n-seek with them. I used to have a bumper sticker that said "the government is working hard to keep me amused". I'm sure they didn't see the humor in that. As an aside you could set up false patterns to get them to believe certain things incorrectly and try to use that to your advantage but you have to be careful with this. The advantage to this is that you can know how they are going to react to you so as long as you know what they are most likely to do then you can work around them.

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> ### Discussion of Implants I am familiar with

> Radio transmitters-those voices in your head- they put small ceramic(?) disks on the ridge of bone behind your earlobes. I have one on each side and they are slightly offset/misplaced so I know they are not natural features. they also hurt when they turn up the juice to punish me. They vibrate the bone and your inner ear picks it up the same as standard sounds. Usually the voice has a somewhat hollow sound that is offset to whichever side they are transmitting to. I found that playing music in headphones drowns them out and if they are using those same implants to listen, the music overrides your surface thoughts and they can't hear.

> Optical implants-there was an IEEE (International Electrical and Electronic Engineers Society) issue that completely covered current optical implant technology. I believe the article was late 1996 or early 1997 it got taken from me so I don't know the exact date. They described how the implants use lasers to scan the optic nerves to pick up the image and transmit it to your brain. Their articles were discussing the use of the implants for individuals with visual impairments, but those same transmitters could instead of going into the brain be transmitted out to some distant receiver. Then whatever you see would be shown on someone's monitor. The ultimate in spy technology. And I have one in my left eye. They also put one of these in my cat. The reason I noticed this was that the side of her face was really sore and her eye was all red from the surgery and when they put the skin back they pulled it too tight so that her face looked stretched. They weren't very careful, and they also put something in her ear. I tested this by waiting until she was walking away from me and started talking as if I were talking to the gov't people. It was so erie. She stopped, turned around and had the most odd and pained expression and her whole body was stiff like an automaton and only once I stopped talking did she visibly shift and relax and resume acting like a cat. I took her to the pound the next morning to be put to sleep. To my mind it was kinder to do that than have them forcibly controlling her like a machine.

> Fiber-like electrodes that can be inserted into the skull like needles-monitor brainwave patterns like an EKG so that they can monitor different brain functions or alter specific brain functions by the amount of "negative reinforcement" they use. If they make it painful enough in theory, you'll change your thought patterns to something more acceptable. Those of us who are fighting back and resisting, must have thick skulls or something (joke), in my case just sheer stubbornness. It hurts but oh well. I just don't think about it. Usually when they are zapping certain parts of my head I get an incessant itch on the scalp because of the electricity and I want to dig the things out. There are times when I feel like a Christmas tree because they are displeased with me and are punishing me. Other times they use these things to turn me off literally. I will suddenly not be able to keep my eyes open or concentrate on anything. They do this to me to distract me from topics they don't want me thinking on or to neutralize me if they are coming to do something to me, because if I am conscious and they are physically near me I go berserk. I have trashed some of their medical facilities when I was younger because I violently object to their abuses. When they put in the current batch of implants they overdosed me on some serious narcotics to keep me whacked out long enough to finish the procedure and as it was I woke up half way through and panicked the people monitoring me until they were able to get me back under. I was ill for a month afterwards. I find it amusing to think that they are nervous of me but at the same time that is sobering because it means they will go to extra strong measures to neutralize me. Much of the suffering I have gone through has been because they are so concerned that I might be a threat to them.

> These electrodes are used in conjunction with the bugs they place in your common work and living places. They monitor your brain activity, and "adjust" your behaviour in this way. They can monitor your surface thoughts in this way, so be careful what you think when in any of these spaces. Do your planning away from the bugs. I have also found loud music played through headphones drowns the surface thoughts enough if you can keep your thoughts quiet. (Don't "talk" loud in your mind-think in a whisper- this also works against telepaths) I have tested this and it is fairly effective. They also find ways to "calibrate" you to know what thoughts associate with what brainwave patterns and then refer to that to gauge where your thoughts are at.

> They monitor what areas of your brain are being triggered and what thoughts are associated with those areas. Using this knowledge, they have tried to steer me away from the areas of my brain containing the correct memories and have pushed me towards the false memories they wanted me to believe. If you are out of range of their transmitters they don't work and have to resort to other methods of control and intimidation to bring you back into their influence. This is when they usually use the telepaths to mess with you or long range transmitters, or what I call babysitters (people that follow you around). In general it appears that the level of power used in transmission to the electrodes is relatively low level, just enough to transmit in your local area.

> I noticed recently that I was doing fine until I pulled into my drive and got within 50 yards of where I live and then I was overwhelmed with absolute anguish and depression. They are really trying to drive me into despair to get me to give up my fight. I have also noticed when I am in my room and working on things my general state gets much more diffused and less able to focus or plan what I need to do to get out of this. But if I leave my place and go away from my standard haunts or go into woods (I live near several forested state parks) my head clears up drastically.

> - Radiation-Most of what they are using is microwaves to transmit to the implants. Microwave radiation is not radioactive but it can cause burns at high enough energy levels and can literally cook parts of your brain. I worked in a radio lab with microwaves and working next to the antennas for extended lengths of time and that gave me a big headache. Most of the implants that I have are passive, as far as I know, being activated by proximity to the transmitters. But I have seen in others where the implants are powered by a small amount of radiation and this is easily shown by a geiger counter. The implants behind the ears may be powered by this but I do not currently have access to a geiger counter to prove this. The level of radiation from this kind is low but still posses a threat because of constant exposure. If you know or suspect that your implants are radioactive increase you intake of iodine with fish, salt and vegi's that contain it.This will help your thyroid, as radiation will destroy it and thus wreck your metabolism. I know that I have had exposures to radiation because my thyroid will start acting erratically and the doctors can never pinpoint what is causing it. I never mention gov't or aliens to them. (I use a portable camping style purifier system for my water because most water is so polluted and it's all I drink (health reasons) so I get my iodine from the purifier)

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> ### Rules I have followed that
> help me keep my head straight

> Do or do not there is no try- if I don't keep pushing and getting each small step, if I give up fighting then I'm betraying everything I believe in. So I keep doing until I get it right. If you just try you're not really committed.

> #### Do not worry

> - Just let go and trust the universe to provide everything you need to get the job done - it always does if you are aware enough to recognise opportunity
> - If you allow yourself to get upset, you start reacting instead of thinking and can make bad mistakes in your actions which gives them the advantage, the best thing is to stay calm and when you catch yourself losing your temper or getting into a panic, you've got to stop, take a deep breath, and try to step outside of the situation to look at it objectively to see all the angles

> #### Be in control of self at all times

> - If you find yourself losing control stop yourself immediately, relax and re-center in most cases something or someone is trying to unbalance you, look at what it is and understand why and/or how it is affecting you
> - Be calm - do not allow your emotions to rule you; emotions usually cloud the mind and cause people to choose the wrong actions
> - No wallowing in self pity- you must take responsibility for your actions, and accept that this is war, you must realize that the only way out of this is to become a warrior. By this I do not mean pick up weapons and go shooting things up, but cultivate the mentality of a warrior (not soldier) who is committed to achieving a goal and dedicated to serving right
> - Be patient - everything takes time, if you try to rush you're just going to mess things up. remember they're the ones with the expensive toys, they're at an advantage. To fight against them we must be very careful and plan everything out like a game of chess which means taking your time. Try to understand the interconnections of all your actions and how it affects everything around you. Learn how to use these observations to your advantage
> - Respect yourself and others - I know this sounds "New Age" but as soon as you start thinking down on yourself that gives them an edge. They want you hurt and confused and depressed because you'll be feeling sorry for yourself instead of thinking clearly about your options and taking action
> - Complacency can get you in deep trouble, be vigilant always. Again this is war, you must behave accordingly. If you think and act like "Joe Average" you will always be a victim. This is why the gov't doesn't like me, I know this is a war and I am a warrior.

> #### Do not allow others to make decisions for you

> - Doing so takes your power away from you and sets you up to be a victim. If you do things yourself even when you don't know how you learn alot, gain alot and you do what is right for you and even if you make mistakes its your choice.
> - No one else knows what's right for you and in many cases they will just use you and lead you around in circles. The only way to be yourself is to do things for yourself. This is very important when dealing with the mind control because they are basically trying to get you to suspend your judgment in favor of their control
> - If you do not want something to occur you must make it stop
> - No one can make you do anything, you are the one who agrees to do whatever it is

> #### Be aware of what is happening around you and in your mind

> - Must keep thoughts clear and focused - do not allow your mind to wander-they will use your daydreams against you, they will prey on your imagination to get you to believe false things that they can lead you astray with
> - Be careful of daydreaming -You may think it is harmless but they could be using it to plant suggestions in your head, a way to get you to think it was your idea to do something- those voices you're talking to in your daydream could be real people sitting at radio looking at your brainwave activity and reading your surface thoughts. And remember these folks have no morals against pretending to be your best friend in your head to get really chummy with you and screw you over royally. I'm always getting "But I'm your good pal "so and so" trust me I'm trying to help you. Not.
> - Double check thoughts if they seem unusual
>   - Thoughts that are contrary to your beliefs
>   - Thoughts that suggest wrong actions
>   - Thoughts of doing things you wouldn't normally do
>   - Anger - is it really your anger or is something trying to make you angry
>   - Depression - is there any real reason to be depressed (no) or are the thoughts coming from some external source
>   - Extreme unusual exhaustion that hits you suddenly out of the blue

> Something I must point out here; for those of us who are victims of mind control we must realize that many of the thoughts in our heads are not original to us. They are either implanted hypnotically or else someone is using a radio transmitter to fill our heads with their garbage. (I call it peeing in my brain). Or their telepaths are messing with you. Because most people believe in the sanctity of their minds as their own private space they don't realize that it is real easy for someone like the shadow gov't with all their expensive toys, paid for with our tax dollars, to violate our private space with impunity. You must make a specific point to make sure that you're thoughts are you're own. Know thyself! Be true to thyself.

> - Another thing to be wary of when trying to keep others out of your thoughts; do not focus on them or think of them in any way because this opens you up to their influence. When you fixate on them they can do things to mess you up like the bully in the schoolyard. If you're always afraid they've got you pegged. You have to stay calm and in control .

> #### Discipline and control

> - You've got to keep going no matter what, believe that you will succeed and you will
> - No procrastination or laziness-the shadow gov't isn't going to take a day off, you can't either - every moment of every day must be committed to fighting and winning
> - Don't think of discipline as punishment or torture, more like a challenge, a test of your willpower, besides think of the benefits

> #### Perseverance

> - The path is not always easy to follow; there will be times when things are difficult
> - The direct route is not always the best route and can lead to traps
> - It is better to take your time and be sure of what you are doing, what is occurring around you, where you really need to be, and what you need to be doing most; even if it's just having fun

> #### Most of all stay centered

> (I know this sounds "New Age" again but it is effective)

> - The center is that spot inside each of us where we know who and what we are, where there is no doubt, no confusion, just peace. That burning point of brilliance which is our true self. It is the point where all possibilities cross, where all emotions cross, all actions cross, it is the point where we are connected to the universe. From this place it is easy to know the truth and what are the right actions and thoughts. If you are balanced and your mind is clear there is no room for deception.

> Do or do not there is no try. Action, effort, is what matters. No matter how difficult things seem as long as you keep going, you can achieve success. One must be aware of the interconnections between everything. Learn form your experiences and learn how to apply your insights. If a situation occurs repeatedly try to understand why. See the connections. Knowledge is your true weapon. Knowledge and understanding of oneself and one's environment. For us to succeed there can be no fear, no hate, no sorrow or pain; only peace and acceptance of what is, and commitment to winning this war. As long as we can keep our heads clear and our wits about us, we have a chance of winning.