## Alien Starfire

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> Hi and hello,
> I am 43 year old woman, as of 8/4/02. I have been a victim for 15 years. Up untill 3 weeks ago I did not know what it was.

> I read books on UFO's, ghost, spirits. Never known it was mind control at all.

> Mine started with migraines and then a voice came to me. It never told me who or what it was. It was loud like. Then I seen 3 aliens that night. I seen alien space ships as a child but never aliens. They told me to come out side of my home I did they had on suits and helmets was about 5'6 to 5'9 in height, thin. They said I was a lost child and came in to soon like.

> They did something to my head it hurt alot. They played with my head (games)to see if I could do this or that. I at the time believed I could do things like. I hear fake knockingm, phone ringing, at times of trying to sleep. They are in my dreams,I see things like in color and black and white that they give me to see of people, places, things. I feel things like ants moving in and out side of my head,kind of electrical like.feel pain thats not mine.I feel they are in my nervous system controlling muscles,and the feelings of intense feelings.taste,smells too.

> I hear them 24/7 a day. One to three of them they never tell me anything at all about what I need to know.or about them or why. They are not so nice to me make fun at me all the time.subject to harassment most of the time, or they send my thoughts back to me. They can recall my memory to me better than I could. Some times I forget and its real quick like and I could just be talking about it then it comes back to me, and my attention span it is hurt too. I now keep a conversation going back and forth with them. My family does not know about this because I do not want to go to a state hospital for this at all. I have nothing to back my story. I do not take drugs.or drink much. I grown up on our family farm just plain farmers. I am German and come from a small town life. In Indiana. Average I think I am. I would love to talk to others like me to help each other out like.or just talk you can e-mail me at
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> I am desperately looking for answers.