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    CIA PROGRAMMING

    By Dan Harr

    Feb. 1996

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    This revised version was updated on 2-10-96. The first copy
    was written in May, 1995, while I was still under the influence
    of Dr. Hollie Sarramif. Since that time, many memories have
    become more clear and I have been able to "weed out" memory
    overlays that she inserted. I continue to update as more is
    remembered.

    In approximately April of 1984, while a student at the
    University of Wisconsin, Stevens Point, I was approached by a man
    who identified himself as "Charlie McBride," a recruiter for the
    C.I.A. I was asked if I would like to enlist under a special
    program. At that time, I said no. Upon further recent
    examination, I believe I was approached for several reasons:
    Because of my high intelligence and technical aptitude, certain
    personality quirks, and because of some possible related
    ritualistic abuses I suffered as a child. I've also found out
    this was not my families first contact with the CIA.

    My maternal grandfather worked at Badger Ordinance Plant near
    Baraboo, Wisconsin during World War II and for the Atomic Energy
    Commission around 1947-48. In 1949, he went back to work at the
    plant. I the 50's and 60's, he became chief civilian officer at
    the Badger Army Ammunition Ordinance plant. He retired in 1972.
    He worked for the government, _not_ the army or Olin Corporation.
    My  grandmother believes he may have had some close association
    with the CIA at times. Further research indicates that the
    Baraboo plant has been one of several locations at which "PROJECT
    PAPERCLIP" occurred. "Project Paperclip" was an operation by the
    US military and Intelligence agencies to "naturalize" Nazi war
    criminals, scientists, and Gestapo and SS intelligence officers
    into the U.S. It occurred from 1940, after the war, up into the
    1970s.

    I am adopted. I met my natural mother in 1986 when she sought
    me out. We attempted to locate my natural father but there was no
    trace of him. She said he had been "secretive" and "disappeared
    for days at a time" when she had known him, and believed him to
    be part of the "shadowy underworld." It is possible he was in
    intelligence. It is further suspicious that my natural mother
    decided to finally contact me during the time I was going through
    my NOC training.

    In late 1985, due to financial problems, I called "Charlie
    McBride" at the telephone number he had given me. Throughout 1986
    I spent almost every other weekend, usually Thursday through
    Monday, at a "farm" near Fairfax (?), Virginia. It was a working
    farm, but was also a series of underground rooms used for
    classrooms and such. The training was called N.O.C. for
    Non-Official Cover. We called it the "school of hard knocks
    (NOCS)." I believe that the project under which I was trained,
    the NOC training, was _Project Pegasus_. My memories have become
    clearer about Pegasus and _Orion_. Pegasus was the operation of
    "programmed responders" and Orion the operatives, the Hunters.
    Orion may have been my original code. I believe these to be my
    core memories and they have taken time, and were very hard to
    access. I believe that many layers of deception memories were
    later implanted during my time at Mare Island. From what I have
    learned, layer upon layer of false trails are created to protect
    these core memories.

    At the NOC training, I learned weapons training, extensive
    computer knowledge for "hacking," use of radios and other
    communication devices, and certain evasion techniques. Some of
    the memories are blurred because, I believe, they were later
    "wiped," and overlaid with fake trails, although I still retain
    the skills I was taught.

    In January 1987, I entered the Navy as my "cover" and received
    electronics training, although I retain _none_ of that today.
    Eventually, in the spring of '88, I was transferred to Mare
    Island, a "special projects" submarine base near Vallejo,
    California. The CIA and NSA had a strong presence at Mare Island.
    My cover was to go there for schooling, although the Navy records
    I have show no indication of any schooling while there.

    I had retained some records from my discharge time but none
    were complete. The ones I did have indicated a "T-secret"
    clearance with some other codes behind the phrase. Recently, US
    Senator Herb Kohl's office obtained my service records from the
    MILPERS record bureau. The record his office received contained
    _only_ medical records (most, of which, I have no memory of
    receiving services for), and no actual service time records for
    my Navy time. His office has rewritten asking the MILPERS bureau
    to further their search, and have acknowledged to my family the
    possibility of a "cover-up."

    I have almost NO memory of _on-base_ time while at Mare Island,
    but can remember approximately three months of "off-base"
    entertainment time, although I was there for over 8 months. It is
    during this period that I believe I went through extensive mind-
    control programming/experimentation, possibly at Oakland Naval
    Hospital, as that is what I associate with my memories. Recently,
    I've had memories of something called the "Berekely" or "Barclay"
    Institute, but I am not yet clear what it means. I just know it
    relates somehow.

    I have memories of taking a trip to L.A. in May/June of '88
    while at Mare Island. I believe this trip was to be involved with
    a sanctioned action against a former military officer. I
    sometimes associate "Bedrock-Stalemate," with this project,
    although that term may be related to what I discuss later about
    being placed into "Right Wing" groups. My memory of the project
    is as follows:

    In 1968, a 19 man squad operating under MAC-SOG was dropped
    into Laos to assassinate Laotian leaders. The hit never happened
    because the team was pulled out. I believe the team was called
    operation "Black Stripe." In 1980's, a team member wanted to go
    public (there were 14 still alive). Someone decided not to allow
    that to happen and NOC "programmed responders" were activated to
    plug the leaks. I was assigned, with two others I remember as
    Forseyth/Forest and Simonds/Simons, to a Captain Michael McHenry.
    (Sometimes I remember him as "Col." instead of "Capt." He may
    have retired a Col.) These were more than likely not their real
    names, as I was under the cover of "David Hanson". (I still
    retained the false ID, i.e. passport, drivers license, etc. until
    my ex-wife found them in 1990. I then destroyed the ID's.) There
    have recently been more memories of an additional target, but
    name and places have not yet come clear.

    In May of '88, my right knee was damaged. My memory is that I
    was dancing, but I now question that. I remember spending time at
    Oakland Naval Hospital. During the end of July, first week of
    August, I was home on medical leave. After August '88, my memory
    is very blurred, with a period from mid-Oct. through mid-Dec.
    completely blank. I have been able to reconstruct the following
    memories through therapy, and attribute them to that time frame.

    I have regained VERY CLEAR memories of a room with a chair,
    two stands with strobe lights and speakers, and a movie screen.
    Behind the movie screen was a large window/mirror (sometimes I
    could see through it!). The room:

    ||||||||||||||||  1  |||||||||||||||     1. Window/Mirror
    |              -------             -     2. Door
    |             _________            2     3. Movie Screen
    |                 3                -     4. Strobe lights and
    |                                  |     5. speakers on stands
    |    -----                -----    |     6. Tray
    |    | 4 |                | 5 |    |     7. Chair
    |    -----                -----    |
    |               _____  -           |
    |               | 7 | |6|          |
    |               -----  -           |
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    I remember being strapped to the chair. My right hand was
    splayed out and had rubber cups on the ends of my fingers with
    wires running out of them. There was an IV needle in my hand. I
    remember hearing four drug names -- Scopolamine, Sodium
    Pentothal, Nebutal, and Xanax. The strobes and speakers would
    flash and sound in sync, about one per second unless something
    was said to me or shown to me, which caused them to flash very
    fast. I think I had a metal band around my left leg, and I
    remember sometimes feeling shocks with the strobe lights. They
    would ask me questions and give directions. "They," I think, was
    a Dr. O'Connor(?).

    I remember some of the things I saw on the movie screen. There
    were many different pictures - dogs having sex, my parents with
    their heads cut off, a movie of a human sacrifice and some
    cannibalism, mixed with pictures of flowers, porno, cars,
    animals, and such. Over and over again. Good, and bad, good and
    bad. Recently, my memories of the cannibalism viewing have
    become more clear and, while I will not describe them in extreme
    detail, I fear they were not a movie but live action. There were
    three females and four males, naked, around a table with a seven
    or eight year old child on it. He was the victim. In the
    background I can vaguely see a figure in a red robe and there are
    candles all about.

    I also remember something that felt like a coffin. It was all
    dark and filled with warm water. After awhile, I felt like a HEAD
    just floating without a body. There were also strobe lights and
    speakers in there as well. I remember feeling "high" all the
    time. I also spent time in a small room where there was only a
    hole in the floor. The lights would go on and off and days would
    pass in hours, and hours in days. There was no sense of time.

    I am not sure if it is from that time, or from some things
    that happened to me as a child, but I also remember 3 men in red
    robes, candles around the room, and me laying face up on some
    sort of hard cot or bed. One of them said, "NO, it is not time
    yet." I always feel the same thing about all these memories -
    that I am _supposed_ to forget and NOT tell. I always feel that
    something bad will happen if I tell.

    I was HONORABLY discharged in December 1988, 23 months into a
    supposed 6 year hitch. I returned to Wisconsin but came back
    different. My parents and my ex-wife Susan noticed. I had
    suddenly acquired "Right-Wing, Christian Fanatic, Militia, Posse
    Committatus" type views. I had never held these views before. In
    retrospect, I believed that what happened at the end of '88 may
    have been to "re-program" me as a "human tape recorder" to spy on
    certain right-wing groups. Susan used to complain that
    periodically I would disappear for a day at a time. In the spring
    of '95, I had an experience which fully leads me to believe my
    suspicions.

    I completely lost a 24-hour period of time April 2-3, 1995. I
    "came to" in a strange place, a restaurant in Madison, sitting
    across from a woman I did not know. She said, "good you're back,"
    and left. Later, I noticed I had a needle mark in my right arm
    and a puncture-welt on my right hip.

    Through research, my family has found out that the Reagan/Bush
    administration actively used intelligence personnel to infiltrate
    these "Right-Wing" groups. NOC personnel were probably first
    choice because it was a domestic operation and we had existing
    covers. I feel this project may have been the "Bedrock Stalemate"
    I mentioned earlier.

    In November of 1994, I contacted Dr. Hollie Sarramif at
    "Survivors In Crisis," in Stoughton, Wisconsin. My father says I
    picked the "Survivors In Crisis" name out a list of
    psychologists. She was originally hired to review material from
    my custody battle. Almost immediately, though, I was seeing her
    on a therapeutic basis. She claims to have ties to the
    intelligence community and claims to have, at one time, been a
    psychologist involved with the deprogramming of the Iranian
    hostages.

    I remember almost none of our sessions, even though I saw her
    weekly for about 5 months. I _do_ know that she was using
    hypnosis on me and may have used drugs as well. I remember being
    given "Pepsi" when I got to her place, and then nothing more.
    One time, in early February '95, I appeared "under the influence"
    to two jail guards at the Sauk Co. Huber Center (where I was
    serving out a jail sentence) after returning from a session with
    Sarramif. She wrote an extremely bizarre account of her own life
    of which I have copies.

    Currently she is under investigation by the Stoughton Police
    and the Wisconsin Dept. of Regulation and Licensing for
    malpractice, injury to patients (there are others), and other
    possible charges.

    I believe she IS a programmer with a cult, or the agency, and
    was sent to disrupt my re-building of my memories, and to create
    more "layers" of bad memories to protect the core. I believe it
    was she that attempted to overlay false memories of Cornell
    University, project Monarch, and Dr. Cameron and others, into my
    programming network. In the 7 months since breaking contact with
    her, my existing memories have become more clear and I continue
    to remember new ones.

    ---

    [A request for donations from Dan Harr]:

    "I need major financial assistance.

    "For a minimum of $20.00, I'll send copies of my story, the
    'Advisory Committee Report on Human Radiation Experimentation'
    (which is mostly about mind control), and copies of other
    materials we have. For $30.00 minimum, I'll also include a
    copy of a taped interview I did with Tom Valentine on 'Radio
    Free America.' I really need the monetary help because I have
    been working for a year making calls, copies, etc. at my cost
    while I've been incarcerated without income."

    Dan Harr - 2/10/96
    POB 159
    New Glarus, Wisconsin 53574

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