## Fox Fire
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> Started with a babysitter when I was six years old. Slowly progressed to meeting new people. Eventually was taken around to many different people for their own personal use and enjoyment.

> Was programmed off and on from then on. I became somewhat of a boy toy for them to make money. I was flown to many places around the state and country. I met with many famous people. I was photographed and used in films as well.

> Was used as the TOS "Temple of Set" boy who would make money for the cult and do their bidding. I have not been part of this cult and activity since I turned 20.

> I was left with a warning (a gang rape) where I was either going to die or at least never talk. Well - I did not die.

> And I am talking. But I do fear for my life as well as those around me. It is hard to have so much of my life that I am unable to talk about with many people. It feels like I have to hide myself.

> They stole my childhood. They stole a lot of my life away. But their tactics were not perfect.

> Through all the abuse I have been through and seen I am still here. Since then I have been diagnosed with multiple personality disorder.

> I thank God that I am at least alive and doing better that I ever thought possible.

> I even have a family of my own. And they are well aware of my life.

> My true hope is to someday be able to spread my life story to those who will listen. Now all I can do is wait. But I at least am patient and bidding my time.

> I know there will be a day when I will and can tell all. I hope sooner rather than later.

> Of course this is a very small part of my life. There is plenty more to know about me.

> But I am not a victim. I am a "survivor"!!!

> Received 6-7 2003