name: Petrit Demo

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I am a supersurvivior of high ultra tech weapons implanted
microchip microwave torture and remote mindcontrol
24/7 since October 2001 till this moment...My name is
Petrit Demo I am 47 years old I was born in Albania in
Twenty November 1960. I belive all started  when I was 5
years old when I tried to sleep at  night I use to have
fears A shadow use to grow up in my  eyes  in order to
calm myself down from fear I use to open my ayes and the
shadow will disappear this was on and of .Till the third
grade I did  well in school in forth grade slowly I
started not being able to pay attention  to much I felt
like something always bothered and takin my attention
away and slowly started having difficulties with
concentration this will grow worst and  follow me all my
life till the real horror take place when I got implanted
in the years that  I lived in USA as a continual of who
was started up on me since I was a child  .First time I
got attacked where I really fill it  was when I was ten or
eleven years old I got noticed  almost wamet as I was
walking with my father I did not tell him
anything .Almost  every morning when  I just to walk  to
school as I was been attacked where I would feel it  in a
head I use to question my self  why I was feeing that way
and my e energies was working of and my concentration was not
all there and I will have quite unpleasant feeling all  at
once and having difficulties fouling the conversation  in
school never could concentrate even I tried my best
thru these  times and after that and for so long trying  I
use to got the impression that as much as I would like to
concentrate to  learn ore listening to the teacher was not
working then  I use to think that was not a point at all
to tray to concentrate because it will not work  any how. I
was not aloud to ever learn  when I would tray to study
even I was really quick learner and full of talents .
Anyhow  my life went on with positive and healthy habits
I use to draw pictures  a lot a  reading I lot a  listening
to the music and a lot of body exercising   I was really good
at drawing pictures my mom use to think I would be famous
but I did not feel  that way  I use to read a novel a day
and enjoy and remember at very little details always
back then I use to wonder why I would remembered two
hundred pages or more of every buck that I read and I
could not remembered good a page  or a half page of my
school lessons after reading three four times I would got
really tired upset could not concentrate  as long as I had
a school book in my hand  and I  would  gave it up so
the irritation  would stop after that ,  why why why I was
very competitive and I hated to see that happening to me
that way. All my life I had fears where was nothing  there
to fear and I have never used to tell anyone I just tried
to fight the best that I could but will really bothered
me because was there and it will cut me off and was
devastation my relation with myself in any situation  in
general the school relation ships and  my entire life as
taking much energy  and attention from me .I could not
explain it was my biggest question that  I could never
give my self  I did not have fears doing  different things
which it will take courage  that I would know other kids
in my age would be afraid doing  but the fear for me
was there most or all a time  and not go
away

                                   .Cannot forget the eight
grade that I had  to graduate I had made a decision to
learn I had a big fear to not pass the school this is
natural  so I stoped   reading the novels and other
activities and thinks that  I used to like to do and try
to concentrate in my lessons so I would  pass and graduate
what would happen was very unexpected  to me  I would read
and read and  not remembered  nothing what I read  and I
would  read again and again and could not remembered
almost nothing of what I read I would forget it instantly
how was  this possible I was almost in tears why I could
not remembered that way  what I was trying to read  but I
remembered hundreds of books if not thousands that I had
read and in mean time I could not really remember three
sentences together  I will repeat it again and again and it
will disappear from my mind I could  not remember nothing
I  was just I boy and  I could not explain it all I wanted
was not to be the best  I just to pass the school
because I know already I could not concentrate with  the
lessons without explaining why , I did not tell no one I
hated  to sound dam  in anyway so I did what I could to
pass I had to cheat  in order to pass .to graduate and be
equal with  my friends.I was realy happy  and relived that
summer that I passed the school I decided to study English
language that I like very much the three months  that  I
studied was  as same that I would studied  seven years in
school I was proud for myself and I did very much play
and  listening my music that  I loved  very much since a
child  I was  very much connected to music and I be
always listening to the big bands  the  music was my
entire life  I could imitate 95 present of any song from
any singer  that ever was I was born with it  it was easy
and natural for me I was able to transmit with very easy
same exact emotion  of any singer that I wanted to imitate
but this is not my point what I want to explain is that I
was not able to exercise my talent it seemed  it was  not
worth to me I want to say that I could never keap the beat
of the rythem I felt alavays wos somethinking in  a way I
filed like hypnotizet any time thet I wos singin ore
playing kitare I could not never playe led kitar  even I
had a great natural  talent to do it  I  played  kitare
almost my entire life till I left the country bot  alavays
acompaniameto I have bean my entire life stopet to do whot
I could do the best ore ore be able to do thinks to work
for me and so on  and be myself  . Evrythink to me that
summer I thot wos gouin good till  one day I  head the
first suden sueside thoot   I chaset that thot before it
came to me bot where thet caome from ?  hou came in my
mind I  know that wos not mine bot did not know at the
time at this technology so did not know  why and hou come
in my mind  I wos  very  healthy and had a good life and
very a caring  and suportin
family   .

                             My parents wos not hapy weth
me I did not wantet to go in high school  they were
telling me to take an axample form my sister and my
brother they both did very good in school  they wontet the
best of me  they wontet from me to take their advise to go
in high school really study and finish weth good grades go
in university  and bee somebody in life,  I know I could
not do it to study and  learn the lesons could not do it
as much thet I vould liket  to countinue  tu persue it so
I wos telling over and over to them that I wos not gouin
in high school  bot  without beein able to acplain  why, I
wos not gouing, for some reason I could not tell my
parents thet   I could not rememer  the lesons they vould
not belive me anyvays I wos wery active energetic and I
read ewry boock that I could put my hand on they know that
I uset to read till in morning they know I could be really
god in scoohl b ot they did not know yhat I could not
study and remember I never tolde them ore nobody alse I
thot it  wos ounly for me to know it  I did not liket to
sound that I could not do it.I told them I wos gouin to
start to work and gouin in school in afternoon part time
my parents were intellectual people my father wos  a high
up army  officer  he fight in word wor  two and studiet
politicks in USSR after the wor wos over Albania  and USSR
were in same side camp , my mother wos manazher acounter
and they vantet the best of me the hole family from my
both side of  parents worket for government . Both my
parenst were  srict  and carin  people they educatet us
well I had a brather  and a sister I am in the midle
then  we were a hapy  family till the times  to come . I
belive as  remembered I wos in eith grade it wos sunday
that day for the first time I could not woke up in the
morning like jusual  I could not explane why  wos just
another day normal nothing had happen to me day before I
vent to bed like jusual  and in the morning I felt like I
wos uncounsios  and like I ned to sleap more and more I
could not got up I sleap  till eleven  this wos the first
time and my mother wos not after  me normaly she vould
persistet till I vould be up she did not like lazy people
she did not  persistet like she jusuly vould do I know my
mother at a moment I wos thankful thet she let me sleep
and did not cuescion ore makin  big dell my first day till
11oclock  (they can control all the family meykin worke it
the way they vant it )  later in life I vould have months
at time  sleapin till eleven oclock .and never ecplane
why.
                                                    I
startet a job as a carpentner weth thre shifts  relly did
not  liket and did not enjoiet  I know I could do beter
than that  bot I know  thet wos not for ever. I used to
have really good sens a humor and a lote of jokes  so I
had a lot of friends I could make a relly nice
conversations weth my friends bot  sometimes I vould be
not able to engage in conversation and  not realy think
clear onother times I would make  jokes ore coments in
atrative and  smarte ways bot this had relly startet to
bather me .Same times I felt like I could not have a
conversation at all like I could  not finds words  like I
could not think hou to start a conversation  and ather
times I vould bee leadin the coversation and holdin it up
in  good fashion where  I know that my friends will
lisened to me  weth attention, pleasure  smile  and make
koments for whot I wos talking obout, it  wos  times it
would be kwite all the way around. everybody talking bot
me naturally those moments are where I wos being atacket
and being stopet  and not aloud from  concetrating and
think .



                                             I uset to
wike up really really tired all I remember is two days  in
my entire life thet I had slep well and relaxed and these
two days wos in between I never had that luckery in the
life to fill relaxed like human  olways I felt intens.
tired or irretitet when nothing wos to be erritaitet, why
I could not fill thet way  that I had felt those two days
for the rest of my life? I uset to think back then
everyday all most all my life when I wake up in the
morning uset to fill like I just wos comin back  from a
hard work  in pain an my concentration wos not  there
extremely difikulties to woke up and concetrate to begin
weth  after two thre ouers it  will start to fill beter
and then alvays dificulities and daily sabotage  this is
hou is been my entire  life( bot this vould bee a
paradise like kwite another great butifull world  kompered
weth ear implans and ather  tooth implant  I got  injected
weth  and the  horrible horrible torture kwite deadly  I
get these days 24/7) I  wos around 16 jear old  I  Started
to have real pafy eyse weth blacke lines under it this wos
everyday in  same ather days not often this  my scin wos
red in top of right side of my eye and wos abvios  becouse
I used to get cuesstioned from my friends and I juset  to
tell them that a insect my have bite me or I do not know I
alvays known the red sine in my skin as I washed my faise
in the morning and  a night before wos  not there. Thet is
hou my life went on  monitored sabotazhet  irradiatiet
harassed  tortured,evry time manipulatet , tired, never
fetl my self, life time hypnotizing evry action and
emotion  read and  sabotaget worever I tryet to do or
acomlish  they tray to do their best to sabotazh it
torturing me wethout  me knowin   and me traying to do my
best not to show any kind a weaknes any sign of any
broblem ever no fear at all of the  whot I feeled from
this  devestaion that they tchuze to put  me thru my
entire life as much as I feel it I let no one to know ore
spote eny sign of it .
I wos over feftenn when I felt the first  attack
thet wos knowdest to me  it wos wery fast  like somethink
pinchet my brain somethink that I could never miss  I
remember like is now  when thet hapant  when the attack
wos worin of and as my   conscious wos  coming back I
muved my neck up watching in  the sky  I wos lucking to
the clouds I filed violatet beadly as my strength wos
kwite woring
off .
                                         I wos heavin
dificultis in the work I never enjoyit feeled over tired
my ears were very sensitive weth the noises  did not
enjoiet  bot after I will get home and  feele a  litle
beter  I will  start exersizin  and playin my kitar and
beein weth  my friends.  Sictine jears old  I startet
havin mikst thots I wos gouing in the school in
afternunes  then  I wos being bombarded non stop for one
word thet I wontet to say  I wos ecperiensin to  many
mikst words I wos getting bombardet in same time and I
uset to chose the best of to many that I head bot again  I
could not explainet even this wos happening to often when
I wos thinking to myself too.I olevays neded  a haf to one
hour to follow asleep  at night  sometimes more , before I
sleap I used to hear non stop all kind of songes  alavays
my faforite ones  in the inglish  American bandes in one
occasion as I wos traying to sleap it wos an Italian song
from Sandokan muvie  as wos gouin in my minde the lyrics
the song will eko ore come bac tome repeatelu same fraze
non stop  till  thre  ore  four oclock oclock in morning
thet night I thot I wos goun to luse my mind as much as I
trayd to not think of it  ore escape ,it went on repeatly
in  my head I wos carefule  for many jears from that song
to not starte thinking of it so it will not hapant again
I hear the music and feel the  music in my scull my entire
life I dont remember when it startet I belive sens I wos
a boy  I thot I wos singin it  with my minde  which in
reality we can do that bot I know the differences now
this  went on till I wos  forty jars old non stop. some
times I will see the white spots as I wos getin these
songes before sleap the white spotes I had them sens  a
boy .too .
About  that time I wos 16 jears old my sister had
a breakdown my family got a coll from the the university
where she wos studin her professor tolled  my parens obout
her situation,that  night before they live  to see her my
perants toled me and my janger brather then  ouer sister
has a little problem thet she is not feeling kwite well
and they vere gouin to se  whot is gouin on weth her they
tryied  to minimizet the situation. So we wont worried
much we were very tight weth each other . They left and
when my mother come back alone  told us thet ouer sister
got  comitet  in psiciatric hospital just for a short time
when I asket that were is our dead my mother sead thet he
got comitet too an I sad why he is fine ,she sead that he
got comitet in neorology , belive they wos efectin my ded
too  .I am  suspicious thet same day that my sister got
comitet to the psiciatric hospital my father got comitet
too in neurology he  wos at the army hospital  both  in
same day in copitol sity  .I wos very hurt and felt
depresed ,my ounly sister I had, loste her mind she wos
hearin voises  in her head and who know whot alse she wos
fillin at the same time . She wos evrythink that a woman
wants to be byjutifull  intelligent she wos one the best
student and leader of the university where she studiet
months before she just had win the gold medal as an best
actors  she did not studiet for actore ust very giftet
she  hed broke a  national record she uset  to bee a
swimmer she wos unike  a byitufull human being  bot now
she wos  krazy by hearing voises non stop telling her to
do things  and havin sueside thots  wantin to kill herself
all ready .A month  later I belive my parents brot my
sister home  my dead head come before out the hospital
then  when my sister came home she lucket so scared I gave
her a hog and traied to  make here feel home and keap her
beasy to keap her avay from her problem  bot she wos not
herself at all weth that  luck in her face she lucket
teriified she  would not talk  much and wos  afraid to  go
autside she wos  scared for her life she is telling  us
all a long thet the secret police is after her, they are
folluin me worever I gou she used to say she wos telling
us  radio  stasinons are talking obout her TV stacion and
people around her also wos wachin and talking for her too
she heard woises talking to her all the time  also she had
halutinations too  ect ect.(same  exakt  symptoms Ti s
got )
My parents are  in terror because she wanes to
kill hersef and is havin sueside thots  we are in terror
too and are  waching her every muve  carefuully, to
protect her we  have hidin evrythink metalick, knife,s
forks nidels enythink the we thik she can kill herself
weth  the atmosfere in the house those days is killin me
and to all of us feeles like a wor is gouin on no one it
is its oun self at home,  it horrible to know juo love
ones wan to kill its oun self and jou wayting for that to
hapan any givin time saome like that is realy horrible
and anberabale at mean  time I am very depressed ( the
worst and the  most is because the manipulation of the
situation thet I wos goung thru myself from mindcontrol
combine weth the situation of my ssister  thay will make
me twise as bead ) the  moments I hate the most these
days  is when I got close to home as soon as I take a luck
to  the windos of my house as I am aprouching  I get a
really bad fillin ore in the tecnical words  I get atacket
in the head and these moments that they monitor they never
miss, anyway  I have to take my turn to watch my sister so
athers take a  brake from that costant terror thet all are
gouin thru from this tradegy in the family  from these
bladsuckers  who are working night and day round oclock
destrouin completely  my family . Can not forget the
fillin thet I used to get  as I vould think about her
where she wos and where she is now  weth a great future
that she had in front of her no doubt great career and
family is over .She is telling my father thet she wans to
end this horrible torture thet she is gouin thru she sead
she wans to day lucking at  her faise and ayse is abvious
to see hou dawn and in pain she is  , when I vould aske
her whot is this torture thet she  colled torture who is
she being tortured from ? then she vould stop talkin I
belive she could not explainet  I trayed many times to
analize  to get to anderstand whot is she  filling I wos
very intuitive bot I could not come weth any conclusion
because that reality would be completely out of my
emagination at the time . I  will cuesqion her carefuuly
and make shure that we care for her  we love her we are
family  and will let nobody to harm her then she will tell
me thet evrybodi vans to get her the  holle world is after
her and she will stop  and not  say much after and I vill
stop asking  too to keap her mind away  in defrent
direction becouse  watchin her in that dawn wos  very
much  pain also  for me, not to emention that who are
monitorin  is manipulaiting me too in same time  in the
top of
it .




                        She will keap seayng thet wonet to
day and asket my father to give her his gun wich hi did
he tuck out the bollets without her wachin  and handed the
heand gun tu her  she tucke the gun put it to her hart
direction and pulled the trigger  after the gun went off
she jumped a little and stayed still we wos panicking we
know  now she can do it she just pruvet that to us  .(She
did survivied she finish the university and worked on and
of as manger  because she is not aloud  to live her life
ore  have her oun family many times  I uset to wander
where she vould be if she is not where is now  she is in
hospital the most of  the time and over the jears she is
disablet my mather gous and  sees her  ollemost everyday
for 32 jears now) my mother never gave in it rely fills to
me like  really hero  32 jears  pain for her she never
never give up on
her.
                                          .last jear
alone  my sister Irena survived  3 atemt suesides  because
she had and athers before in  very beginin of the
brakdown. And many athers where she will take all her
drogs that she uses and almost  died  many
times .

         One day she burned her self alive  she wos lacky
to survive because she did not screem  bot a nurse wos
walking by smelled the smoke, she wos on her rom obove the
materes  and  blankets on fire  tock her 6 months to
recover bot her scin is very abvious is really big  burn
in mean time we ceapt her at home  another time she had
fever flu like  simptoms and my wife wos takin care of her
watching her temperature  she  brocke  the termometer and
swollued  the mercury thet the termometer has she recover
from that too  the therd time  wos worse we had her home
weth us we used to keep the dor lacket  and kep the kee to
ouerselfs  thet moment  we had  forgat the key in the dor
and she left  the home   , right after thet she wos
missin  we went  out to luck for her I wos  afraid the she
may herd herself  as I wos draivin  around lucking  for
her oround  without knowuing where exately ,she had gone
to the beach some body who knows my family  and knows
thet  my sister had a problem see her gouin in the water
then she had coll the cops  wos in middle of October ,
she  wos  swiming as far as she can go from the shore so
she could  not maiket back  by bein tired .I know  she may
be in trable just did not know where  I wos   draiving my
car a round, and little after I turn close to the beach
houpin to find her someware and  houpin she is alive as I
am driving I spotet a group of 20 people next to the shore
whatching in same direction  in the see  side I suspectet
somethink wos hapening   , I turn oround the car to get
clouser and  as I get out of the car I  am praying, for
her  houpin  she is alive houpin thet  these people wos
not there because she might bee there  as I am thinking I
am lucking to the woter tray to focus and recognize if is
her in the water  bearly  recognize her becouse is too far
I  see her she is in the midele of two man swimin  in  my
direction  to the shore  where the people wos gathered I
waytet there till they come out  I thanket the cops for
helping and got her in the car as  we are draivin  to
home  my mather stayied kuwite for a little not know  whot
to say  my wife is  kraying kwietely  my mom wos asking
weth haf a voise  her  why are jou duing this tu us why
she is  kwite lost tu say enythink as my mother is talking
to her I am watchin in ryverviou mera my sister  Irena to
se if she gets any reaction from my mother words bot she
is so so lost to react ,it  feeles realy bad ,  I tray to
kame my mother dawn tolled not to wory  now she is okej,
and safe  weth us  my sister  is shaking really  bad
because  is winter  she lucket kompletaly lost and so bad
and sciny like she is coming from hell or gouin there  one
vay or another , same like auschvic prisioneires  her
bones sticking all out an her fase is not even as big as a
fist as all this is hapaning I know thet they are viun
evrythink  from my ayse  these
bloodsuckers
                                        . Before she
trayid to draund  she slouly cut the food and after  that
she went to a koma for two days from no apparent reason
the doctores did not know why she could not eat my mother
and my wife  will bring her  fresh food and tray to fead
her everyday bot slouly she would not exepting it the food
for a while we had her in hospital kepin her alive weth
serumes,now  she lucket like she will be ded any
moment

We kepet  her home she stayed weth us for 6 months and we
wos hapy for her she gainet wheit and lucket lik human
being again bot before jou know it starstes al over again
havin problems because they do whot they do the best they
drivet her again krayzi she is not home  weth us she is at
the hospital at the moment  as I speak is
2006.

           .( I canot anderstand why these sadisds  people
do not want too let her day in  pise she is completaly
destroyed she can  absolutely not bee a threat to these
bustards or to New World Order agenda in any way I probaly
never get this why they akt like  such exrime kovarsd
and  why they have so much need to shou they colers as
kiminal sadists and  boring lusers  .)
                                    Seventine jears old I
startet to not remember good the conversations weth my
friens next day or after shi sead hi sead type think could
not remembered details I wos  getting more tolerant thet I
realy wos I wos ecperiensin  some  new stranxhe  think at
the time right before thet I would want to light a
sigarete I wos being hit in the in e head jus right before
it and in the moment thet I vould tuch it I Vould clearly
fee it and never bee able to expalinet why  now days
hapent non stop ever, bot more abvious  sronger and brutal
soon thet I tuch  the sigaret ore I think of it to lightet
before I tuch it endepeans  I wish I could stope smoking
because I am pain a big prise as beein realy realy bead
atcket in the  head and longes beadly  because is
atomaticaly aplaied
 nasty pain srceamin horrible bad and activeitng the
implans instanly shutin me in brain weth extreme energy in
hart longs  very brutaly  and ather part of my body  bot I
am very very adictit becouse they can meike jou such it
soon thet I tuch the sigaret my brain get raped and now
days when I am smoking   the sigaret  the smells of it is
so so nasty this used to hapan to my sister jears and
jears before when she uset to be under  sick I used to
wonder back then for this too why  same sigaret from same
packet hers will smell terebelly nasty and mine like
normal smell like evrybosy  alse is the  same now days as
hers bot tacke dekades before I found out  . My a life
never got beter for me just worse and worse olevays tired
not good contretation and olevays still fightin back
insictively never ever give my habets like jym I juset to
do 80 to  100 push everyday 125  is the most thet I did
plus lifting wheits  bacile and  my habets reading plain
kitar  and my friends bein sociable even when I had a
realy difficulties  and hard
times .

If I never exersized my body I vould never meid it so far
alive even they can kill jou enytime if they decide so bot
this is the worst way because for me is everyday
experiensin  near deth feeling  the higher way of torture
there is .I  know now my mother wos atacket too I remember
hou my mother uset to complain her entire life thet she
had pain in her body or a sharp pain just went thru her
body and hou wos she wos in pain all the time  she wos
very very energitick bot she wos on pain and olevays
complained .Remember ven I wos in sic grade as I tray to
vrite my entire heand writing  chanichet in ounly one day
in the morning  and it never turn back in the way it wos
as much as I tryied. to write the same as I did in the
past, Remember one time as I wos having a conversation
weth my best friend for an ouer a usual  normal
conversation   wherever we wos talking as I would enser to
the coversationit it  wos the apeset thet I wos thinking
to anser to him .it has hapan to me meny meny times bot
thet wos the worst  because wos constant sentens after
sentense after sentences  I wos over 16 then I feel thet
wos realy srange and I could not controlet .. Remember my
father had bad head akes and time to time he will bee  in
the beadroom for two days  after 40 is he had  hart
problem  we never thot he will maiket till  76 jear
old .bot I will write little after about that

      To get the story short thet is  hou other jears went
on non stop monitorin and  sabotaging worever I wos
thinking  did ore I liket I had to fight realy hard to
akomplish ore never akomplish demaged torturet hypnoset
sabotazhet manipulatet, tired, sleap deprivation , pain ,
onconcentratet, and all the bed thinks from morning to
night life time.bot they  remain onhapy weth it because
alavays they liket to push me to the limits .In 1991 wos
when the communist system wos over thank god.The borders
vere open  after 50 jears of the komunist regime me and my
brother left to Grece to work there, after vhile  there, I
went weth him to get  a uset  motorcikle
I uset to love the bikes , I  wos raiding the bike back
home  I had to take the high way after a while soon as we
got in the high way I startet haluseneitin wos a fenomen
that I had never experienset before it lucket thet ather
whiekels wos gouin back words right after we were ten
minutes after riding the bike in  the higvay I had rely
good refleces  I ceap my  cool in this kwite sudden event
for me  this went on obout  obout 3 minutes ust as I wos
gouing to pull over it all stoped by it self, after that
we got home safe weth no problems. I never had takiken any
drogs in my life ore any medication ever .In Grece we
lived together  and were  working booth for a same gay who
onet the bisnes  in  constrations  weth my brother he
learnt  kwick  I uset to feel lost and I wos having  hard
time anderstandin and  learnin my job right . I use to
think that I did not liket because in Albania  I had
playid kitar I have very  little jears work sens alevays
I uset to do weadings for livin  bot I learned somehow to
put the marbol squares  obove kancrite.One day as we wos
working together weth my brother we cut the spaise where
we had to worke  in same sizes and startet woring  putig
the squares I can not forget I belive I wos 33 then I did
twice  as  he did I used to work as  40 persent of whot he
wos eable to do on that day I  worket twice as he did  he
wos glead for me bot eather one could not explane  bot
everyday I will fill lost like I wos hypnotized wech I am
shure I wos  that day I wos rely imprest and shuerly it
raiset the cuesicon  why  can not be everyday like this
semes to me thet I had no even e chanse to know my ability
of my self
 bot why? Always  somethink in the way (the beattles song
do jou get that message ?)  now the  days of wondering of
whyes are over I am not imprest anymore  knowin whot this
horrible technology can do to a human .
Anather case  is again when I lived  in  Grecce
thet day I wos really really tired bot  leater on I felt
very good it  wos later  afternoon I wos talking to some
Albanian people thet I know  and I wos leading the
conversation all alonge I have never seen my self talking
so biutifull for I wos amaset I felt like that day I could
convinse enybodi for enythink thet I wantet and that
feeled like wos so easy I did not had ned to think my
words saundet very convinsin they had meaning  worever  I
felt like master of my mind  my friends just askin me
thinks and I just ansered  like  totally deferent  person
wos so easy for me to maiket iteresin  nice and the way I
wontet and it feeld like totally different from usual I
had a difrent maine from before wos I  myself I dont
know  for shure wot hapan  that one day I wish  would be
for ever I know  they are not there to bust me up and  the
ounly think I could think of is that they had cut off  my
signal and turn of the wave linket to my brain  or
samethik like that just thet one day I canot forget it  I
could have any  think thet I wontet in compare weth the
ather times of my life  thet I had .
I have a first cousin that lives in Usa
Connecticut  sens 1986 me and him asosiatiet back then
before then  he left  the country  and had many
conversations aspecialy against communist  regime as not
being fre in many in general  we hade made a plan to
escape together from  Albania  to Unitet States bot he
left weth some other gays  thet I did not know and they
did not know me so they preferet to not get mikst up
because the national security wos extremely strong back
then so never know whot hapan so he left and wos lucky one
of his freands got killed in the border and the others
survived and live in USA I did not had ather  atemptets
to ascape after .In Grece  I spoak weth him on the fone
and asket whot hapan back then why  hi left wethoute me he
explanet  and did promise  me thet he will maiket up for
it fixin the peaper work near the emigration ofise for me
to go and live there whech hi did after I got in male the
paper work I went and got registered in some offise in
Grece  two jears  after I got apruved  to go in United
States as legale to work and live there  it wos nice not
bad at all somethink I  realy wontet sens I wos a tine
eager beter late then ever to live in free counry
Findely I got to JFK airport I rememer son as I
got to the dor of the airplane before I got to the stears
right there I filed an atacke in the head  realy  bead
and I thot of it whot the hell wos that to my self  ( this
wos a welcome from these bastards)
Maybe because it wos realy could  in compare weth the
tempererature  inside the plane I wos thinking  it wos
July and I wos kwite lost as I wos wayting to get my
bages  I filed werde I fealt like my brain  wos lost as I
got out and  meat  weth  my cousin who wishet me a
welcome and left  for Connecticut
Thre days later I startet working at the pica
place where two of my cousins were working  there  too
there wos a  gay who wos working as  a kook he wos smocing
pot all day long and repetedly he vould  asket me if I
wontet a pof  of mariuana  and I usually  told him no
never don it no thanks that  day at work wos my cousin who
worket in my shift he again asket me if I wontet to tray
it I tolld him no my cousin  sad whay not I did  a pof too
it is not so bad he said what hell  weth that  I thot so I
did trayied two thre smolle pufes  this  wos my wery
first  time, it wos all that it tocke  for me shortely
after  I wos all skrew up I wos feeling horrible all of
the sudden  as I lucket up  to my cousin  and ather gay
name  keeth to see any deference betuwen me and them
because I wos feeling realy bead bot  they simed okej and
for me the holle world wos krashin up on me the guy who
ownet the pizza place  shoud up and spatet that some wos
rong weth me so he told my cousin that he beter drive me
home he  then  colled the other  brother  to come and
pick me up I had 4 coucins  which me and two of them lived
together and  two of them were maried I lived clouse to
each other other two and I were single at the time and
lived together it  wos my wery firs month litle after my
cousin showet up  and droved me home as we went to the
front of the apartement  I sead that I vantet to stay
outside because I could not breathe  as we stayied there I
laid in the grass like I wos gouin to day and right after
that my body wos jumpin  above the ground I wos  havin
loud woise in my  both ears whech would travel in my head
I thot my brain wos all scrued up for good now  and never
wos gouin to come back to normal to me I went  thru this
thre ore four oures  weth this horrible  horrible brain
rape an bodyli pain I wos outside shaiking all over  and
vomiting my gots out going thru this brutal nigh mare the
ounly think I could think wos if I wos scrued for rest of
my life and never  be me again . My  cousin the one  who I
uset to hang out in Albania weth shou up after his work
wos over  and asket me if I wontet to go in hospital  to
check in I told him thet I vould be amberaset to tell
there that I had smocket mariuana I do not want to gou
bot the way I wos feeling wos not hard for him to convince
me to go there  to check in I wos feeling realy bad an
totally rapet  from ouers of this torture that had nothing
to do weth 3 pufes of  mariuana bot it had evrythink to do
weth continuely victimation  and  increaly ritual
abusation  harmin and wrong douin up on me weth
mindcontrol tech constant  survillianses. I belive I had
not implantes at the time as  far as I know and this brain
rape  wos done from ELF wave. acordin to my operatior  .
very very rear they told me sameythink like told me ELF
and anather time  time  Microwave I tell jou if amplifaied
right they both are deadly I bean brot alemoust  to death
more than  thausen
times


                       After over two monthes  in
Connecticut  the cousin who I uset to hang oround told me
thet at his job where hirin people I got interviued and
shortely after got hired   I startet working there as a
second shift whech I wos glead  to got it afternoon
because the dificultis to weake up earley in the morning
wos a job beter pay I wos okej weth it .Realy soon I wos
getin so so tired worse then in grecce  where I worket  in
a cankrete job.The  factory thet I worket wos collet  Wire
Wind. Realy soon  weth in the weak I startet hearing a
humin noise right 10/15 minuts I got inside of the
billding one day wos worst thet another that will make me
feel lost and having realy hard time to andnderstand and
organize my work because I vould  be  disorientet all the
time that I wos at work place  usually weth huming nosein
in my head  imposible to be  organiset  and bee able to
handle the job right by the the end of the day work I will
bee  extremely over tired   aspecialy when I worket over
times wos extreme axascion  bot I keep it  going as much
as it wos hard to deal weth .Nine  months later I got
told  from the supervisior thet a had a check rotine from
the earing doctor after his test wos dane  hi told me thet
I hed lost 40 persent of my hearing on my  left side
permanentelly  and persistenly tolde me to live the job
and find another one because more I woreket further it
may  demaget  the ears permanentely Considering the words
of the doctor and bein worried  thet  it my  get worse   I
ust  had fond out thet I had lostt 40 persent  of my
hearing  I decidet to lisen to the doctor and kwit the
job. The ounly sooporte thet I had  of earning the living
wos over.I wos rely depressed I had no other work thet I
could get did know nobody at the time  no proper language
evrethink I had learn in ennglish language wos 17jears
prior to that I head forgat weth constant harassment I
feeled thet I had no many options left I wos getin brouke
month by month  weak by weak anythink that had savet  wos
gouing out  to pay the bills rent  and my living  and not
maikyng any mony situation wos getin worse and worse. In a
mine time a freand thet had come to vizit my cousoin after
learnin my situation sead to me thet he could  houck me up
weth some guy  to get some drogs  to surwive  for a while
till I gat a job I wos olemoust out of  the mony I thot
that will be the   the laste option never been in troble
before in  life Ihad no prior  record  did not liket to do
some like that never thot of it  I alvays have made my
mony  legale in Abania I used to billd electric kitares
and playin  kitar in the weddings and ather thinks I wos
debatin  hard weth my self obouit it I did not like to
risk  and ended up in jale I did not know hou the system
worket had no mony  to protect my self in case of any
truble I alavays thot in defense  when it came to make
difficult disisions I did had big long debates weth my oun
self and after some days wethot a job for monthes  I
decidet to sell smolle  amount of  cocaine  for short
time  of the period  til I vould get a job  (I never
stopet after I started )
The jears thet went by  I got to know and  meet
many  good people round  the place  I lived  where I  had
good times and had good  experienses  lotes of friends
good peole  and I  got  to say  ewen I wos controlled and
harassed  and sabotaget  I tryied to live good  healthy
and I wos completely integraiet and feel home in USA. try
to be organizet  in my best ability  and make  planes for
my fucier whot I wontet to do ahead a time wos times that
I thinket 5 jears  a head now days I canot make a plan for
the next day  I dont know whot I am gouin to do nect day
because all I can do is tray to stay  alive  I am
99/disablet  in constant kruell pure torture brain  rape
and body non stop beating destrouin my life organs one by
one just because I can not komplay weth them in six jears
they have told me may many times me they ere gouing to get
me at the end.
I belive in 98 I vos bein stalket now and then I
vould see  a convoy weth high beam  lights on in day time
bot I trayied to ignore the feeling that these people on
the vickles wos therere because they had some to do weth
me back then  wos not to often bot I can remember  that
and at the time when I thot of it got me to worie. I wos
heaving rely pain in  my body in musles and bones  I hade
an appointment  weth the doctor and I wos deagnoset weth
fibremalezia  the doctore toll me they this desise uset to
be belived  thet wos in the peoples mind  bot now is
pruvet the it is tru  bot is not cure for it I told her
thet I wos in the a lot of pain and it is far from bein in
my mind .this went on for a lot of monthes.sometimes I
uset to punch my legs weth my fist from the paine as much
as I could  in one occasion my ex girl friend wos lafin
off  watchin me douin that.bot I  will say they were
byutifull times for me I miss them very much I vould be
hapy if I have to punch my legs everyday  for rest of my
life  as long  as I lived just not to go thru  this kayind
of the worst pain and torture that these sadist are
inflicting  inmercifully  these 6 jears  kwite deadly
where all my bones feeles  broken and I can scream and cry
all day  a long everyday I had  never had a rest from it
they have condicionet  the parts of my body the way  they
vanet in realy extreme ongouin  pain  head ,hart ,longs
and legs they brutalizet me so beadly now they dont ned
to much time after inflicting pain they make me  moanin in
front of my family, most of the time I am  not avare as I
start till I get to relaze  it ,ore when  my mom will aske
me whot is gouin on  but she know the enser I will say I
am oky when I am with my  friends I start swearing of
these bastards who  are killing me bringing me clouse to
death any time the desired and that  is the mostely whot
that they like to do to me . for monthes of perid of the
time they will weake me up  I will be moaning for 20
minutes at a time in super extreme pain like four times at
the night in front of my wife as I am at sleap it is like
these lusers want all the enjoyments each shift that they
work.

